Thursday, August 24, 2006

Mehfuz (In English)-- My translated version from Euphoria's.

So what if life is all smoke?

And all speech is snuffed out?

So what if God Himself does not like me?

And if we are parted?

So many troubles, so many floods

Time has given us enough tests

But this is a sign

Of your lips

Their corners

Turn up in a laugh

And I remain protected

Your eyes, hidden pain

I remain protected in your tears

I remain protected.

So what if there are reasonless reasons?

And no crime exists?

So what if your actions are naught but dust?

What if we are parted?

So many lengths

Time is such a painful healer

And still, the signs remain

Your eyes, hidden pain

I remain protected in your tears

I remain protected.

The pages of the ancients

Like memories

I am protected

In your eyes

In your memories

I am protected

In your words

In your arms

I was troubled

And time didn’t stand still

And still, the signs remain

Your eyes, hidden pain

I remain protected in your tears

Of your lips

Their corners

Turn up in a laugh

Your stoned heart

Protect me

My memories

My heart

My pain

My joy

Me.

I remain protected.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Near Nearer

Near

Nearer

There lies a desire

In mirrored pieces

lie my memories

heart ache

my tears

what is this story?

what is this love?

Near

Nearer

The shadows fall

From eye lashes

There lies an impatience

Only a glance

A breath

What is this story?

What is this dilemma?

When I first saw you

I did not know

You were the one I was living for

I brought pieces of the moon

A gift for death

I brought them all

Near

Nearer

Lies death

My final lifetime ends with this time

What is this story?

What is this pain?

When I first saw you

I did not know

You were the one I was living for

I brought pieces of the moon

A gift for death

I brought them all

Today’s moment I have decorated

For you

Tomorrow it will be snatched by lifetimes

The heart breaks

The tears fall

What is this silence?

Near

Nearer.

Tuesday, August 1, 2006

For KG

I am nothing
I am nothing
I am nothing for I turn
I turn into nothing
no bleakness
no darkness
nothing
calm calm calm
I am calm
I am nothing
nothing and calm
the clouds do not exist
I do not see the blue skies
no regrets for no visuals
I do not feel hatred
I do not feel
no dreams images thoughts nothing
I am calm
I am nothing