On the Wings of a dove

I will fly away
Into an abyss of deep despair
where love foreshadows knowledge.

I will run straight into his arms
Into my future
where compulsion undermines desire.

There lurks a beast.
It hides.
It is in me
The evil you can't imagine
the pain I can cause
gives you a feeling of heady power.
I am now searching
as I explode through experience
Only to find you gone.

Take the dove
cut her throat
the red will mix with the white.
I know I said
I did
I did, I do

But I am flying now
For I am the wings of a dove.